Thursday, September 17, 2015

Joseph,   This was the moment that I met you.  it took me 10 hours to get to you for this moment... the best moment in my life.  I had a son and you are beautiful.
There is a cap under your gauge and pick line in your belly..   but all I can see are your perfect toes and fingers.. your sweet lips, nose and eyes,  I feel you so deeply in just my touch of your skin.

 The Moment I held you.... still takes my breath away.   what I remember and what I feel and what I can still recall in the scent and taste of your being... very real. 
 This was the moment...  your moment where you told us it was time to let you go.....  shared between love and held in the light and life your parents..  between us our only being... our creation and then you in turn became the creation of so much more.   this moment changes my life forever.