Tuesday, May 4, 2010
There is a calm I can't explain... no longer in such turmoil in my mind and body. I feel free. I feel able and I feel acceptance in the path that I've been given. Often my posts may seem sad but know that they are not.. they are from a place of deep calm. I am stronger now.. I am prouder now and I feel more of every single emotion possible.. I easily smile still and have a sense joy in almost everything that I do. It is coming... don't know what yet.. but building in my mind are all of these wonderful things that I am either meant to do or be.. Showing itself in tiny little pieces... We shall see.. but yet still calm.
Joseph can you hear mommy? Hi sweet love.. the littlest Jean taking such care from up above. I miss you dearly my baby.. All my love.. mommy
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