After 6 weeks and 4 days... my little rainbow baby fight was lost. I miscarried yesterday my hope. I mourned this child all day. It is a different kind of sorrow. I never saw the heart beat. I didn't hold this child in my arms. I never felt her move inside or get the hiccups. I almost didn't know my rainbow was there. She tried so hard for us.... just couldn't hang on. My body feels like a punching back. My heart has taken yet another blow. Let my spirit begin to rise on Easter. My focus has shifted into healing myself once more. Gaining the strength it will take and the courage to move forward once more.
Joseph can you hear mommy? Happy Easter my son. What a wonderful day to be in heaven. I'm smiling for you my little one. I miss you sweet baby. love mommy.