It should have been the first time we took Joseph to the baseball field on Saturday night. He should have been there dressed in his Diamondbacks outfit that we got him. His little hat and onesie. It was good to go to a game but felt oh so sad once I got there. Empty arms when all around moms and dads so proud. We are learning to have fun again don't get me wrong... It is just times like these that I feel so cheated... and for my husband... he's been cheated. And yet here we are together... thinking of him and knowing that he would have been the greatest fan... right along side his dad.
Joseph can you hear mommy? I love you so much beautiful one... Big kisses to you in heaven.. Love mommy.