Friday, February 5, 2010
This is the spot where I stand and talk. This is the spot where I open the worlds between us and get to know Joseph. This is the tender loction I care for and mother. I nurse this spot as I would baby to breast. I am whole when I am here. Parenting the only thing on earth I have... the memorial loction. We put our pictures in with him. He knows us so compleatly. We should have the permanent marker finally in a few weeks and I can't wait to create a little ceremony. Not sure yet what I will say or do but... looking forward to it none the less. Rest that he will have honor. Hope that he will sneak in a little closer to me and love what we chose to put there.
Joseph can you hear mommy? I love you so big... I miss you so much... my precious little one... my own. mom.
at 4:36 AM