Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Faith. You have to have it. I questioned it...I've always had it but, I didn't really understand it like I do now. I watched him take his last breath. I felt it on my cheek. The small pressure from his hand released. God wrapped my son in his arms and he was lifted. Heaven became real. Without question I move forward knowing this as comfort. Seeing it first hand I am still in shock and awe. The cusp of the gate still open for moms here on earth without our babies. Presence heightened so light can enter the heart. Relief in the grief just knowing where he is... Shinning.
Joseph can you hear mommy? My beautiful boy... I miss you my son. I love you beyond words beyond heaven. Mommy
at 4:17 AM